All mine!!!

its been awhile

2006-02-24T21:29:00.000-08:00

I haven't updated in so long! its because im staying at a dorm now and school works leave me no time to do anything... well not really, im just lazy...
And right now, im online because im making my zoology report bout the endocrine system glands.... yeah i know, how boring can my life get?
So anyway, when i have no means, whatsoever, to blog, i can think of alot of things to write about, and now that im here in front of the PC with all athe internet time in the world, i hardly have anything sensible to say, let's just see how this entry turns out.
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The country is in a state of emergency!!! and im not... but im concerned though! especially with the things that happened yesterday. Things showed how bad the shape is of the Philippine politics. Wait, let me rephrase that, thing showed how rotten and stupid the Philippine politics is. When the leaders of the rallies were interviewed they said that they were NOT having a rally, they were merely "celebrating" the people power revo. anniversary! YEAH RIGHT! then what's with the oversized-all-caps-red-inked-oust-GMA banners then? why were there politicians going up to the stages and badmouthing the government and fueling the anger of the people? oh maybe they're reenacting the people power! aaaaahhhh....
There was also another stupid event that happened in ayala i think, not sure. The rallyists and the police force were head to head at the streets, then the rallyists complained that the police were throwing stones at them, when it was clearly seen in the cameras that the stones came from behind the rallyists. The stupid rallyists who were throwing stones weren't throwing them properly that's why they were hitting their co-rallyist up front. It was also seen in footage that some of the less stupid rallytists went behind the policemen and threw stones at their fellow rallyists to make it seem that the police were the ones throwing the stones! And it was so annoying that all the politicians there were those who obvioulsy had alterior motives. They were either the power hungry folks or those who are bitter towards GMA. Take Binay for example. He started to hate GMA when GMA kept backing up MMDA chair Bayani Fernando's projects which were apparently making his uselessness obvious.
They all have their own stinking agenda. And the people there are always the ones to get hurt, always the ones who get arrested, get fired, go hungry, and eventually die in povertry.
Have they forgotten that there are still people in Leyte who are still buried in mud, unidentified, and are probably dead!? what about them? We should be in a national state of mourning and not up in chaos.

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>>By the way, they've digged up a chicken in Leyte, and it was ALIVE!!!! ....Chickens are such funny creatures... just watching them makes me laugh XD sobra! they're like the jokes of the animal kingdom! <<

And this is NOT a pic of that chicken. its a featherless chicken bred by scientist...... just look at at it..... XD like chickens weren't funny enough......

2006-01-23T01:39:00.000-08:00

waaaaah streeeeeeessss! i've moved to a dorm now ang ive been there for 2 weeks already and the extra time i earned for studying is not even enough!! there's so much to do! the professors really know how to make students make the most out of every milisecond of their time! no joke! and i have 2 fucking reports coming up and 1 project to start, and a i havent even started with my term paper on carboxymethylcellulose (what the fuck!?) shyeeeeet tlaga! first two weeks at the dorm and i have already established myself as a geek. i can feel my youth drain away and slowly wasted! but im not about to give up on this course though. its my only chance for WEALTH!!!! **unless manalo ako sa lotto or makapulot ako ng limpak limpak na salapi! bwahahaha**

a new layout, paskuhan/pilahan, and my lucky streak

2005-12-21T01:32:00.000-08:00

Finally things finally get to loosen up!! haaaaaaayyy, almost forgot how it feels to relax and not think about anything stressful. and my blog has a new great layout hahahaha courtesy of GEM (my best friend!thanks!) thank you for choosing something with a bigger window for texts! super thank you because, as you know, im a visually challenged individual 0_0, a very, very visually challenged individual hehehewe had our paskuhan in UST last night but i didnt really enjoy it that much but the fireworks display was awesome. too bad i didnt see my crush hehehe but at least i saw him before the paskuhan so its cool. by around 9, me and my freinds already left the school because we have finally eaten the free food! we stood in line for 10 years! our legs were hurting and i was about to get ulcer and people keep on passing in between the lines, specifically in our area. but that's all fine, the only reason i enjoyed that paskuhan (more like pilahan) was because of my friends. the last time i was able to get togethter with them was around 9 months ago, so seeing them again was a great, great happy event for me. i crashed at their place after the paskuhan and it was alot of fun! my idiocy level is always on high whenever im with them, which makes things more fun for them and for me also hehehe. they have totally removed all the stress that i've been getting from school. so to ria and lean; a big big thank you!!

i'm also experiencing alot of good, good luck lately. it started sunday afternoon and had been eerily continuing on up to this day. first, i was studying for a test when my friend texted me that bamboo was on myxmo! yey! i was able to watch their beautiful performance and after that, i recieved a text from my brother saying yes to my earlier request to buy me an mp3 player!! yeeeeeeey!!! then on monday, the tests weren't that hard (or maybe i just didn't care anymore) and i get to see my crush10000 times!!! hahahaha. first i saw him during the morning while he was innocently doing his work and i was out outside the office window freakily spying on him hehehe. i was also trying to study during that time because we were about to take the exam.... i really was trying! anyways, i also got to see him during the breaks when i pass by the office window. then in the afternoon, me and my friends were walking to dapitan when my friend said that HE was behind us! i didn't really understand what she said, i only got the part about that something or someone was behind us. so i looked over my shoulder, and there he was!!! waaaaaaahhh and we made eye contact!!!! it was so embarrasing! he already caught me looking at him a couple of times already, and i know that he already KNOWS! aaarrrghh... but at least he knows i exist hehehehe even if i creep him out hehehe eeeewww... (sorry for the mood swings)... after that embarassing incident we went to sm san lazaro and i was able to buy the brown rubber slippers that i've been crazy about!wipeeee! then it was a tiring trip homeBUT when i was about to ride the tricycle at the front of our subdivision, there i saw another proof of God's love for me! hahahaha one of the sari sari stores have put up a pepsi ad of Bamboooooo!!!! right there in the front of our subdivision. right then and there i made promise to myself to buy a siopao (or anything) from them someday. and on tuesday, my spirit was up because i was so excited about the paskuhan! and i also got to see my crush again, innocently working again while i was freakily spying again on him hehehehe. it was a fun day and lots of things happened.i slept over at my friend's house and more fun and stupid things happened. and finally, today was another fun day. we were eating alot of good stuff at my friend's place and we also watched Madagascar for the first time. then we went to greenhills and i was able to find a MP3 playeeer!!! it fits my budget, i mean my brother's budget, and it has FM radio!! only 128 MB though but that's ok hehehehe it only costs P1950, it the cheapest one with fm radio. weeeeeee!!

i really have no idea why im having so much luck lately, i just hope fate doesnt get back at me and pour me the opposite!

steam off

2005-12-16T23:53:00.000-08:00

i was supposed to post an enty about street children because the philantrophist side of me was up and running during the weekend. i read this article which coincided with my views on giving alms to beggars and i wanted to write some thing about it but i lost my momentum already hehehe. i still do care about those street children but i just dont think that i can write anything that can really express my feelings. And why do i feel this way?? because im STRESSSED! .... for 3 straight weeks we've been having quizzes (and failing them), meeting deadlines, researching for reports, stressing ourselves over reports, trying to understand hard hard hard lessons and doing all the other shit that comes with college.and since i live miles away from the university, i barely get enough time to do everything when i arrive home. i used to have 6-7 hrs of sleep but recently it has been reduced to 4-5 hrs!!!and our monthly exam is only a day away! today we had THREE TOUGH, draining, depressing, and surely failing quizzes! two in chemistry, and one in zoology. even my crushes can barely ease the paaaaiiinnn.. uuuuugghh.... it so hard to review for a test then when you recieve the questionnaires, you just know in your gut that you would flunk it despite your efforts. And to experience this for three frickin' times in a single day makes you feel like a load of shit. and i do feel like shit right now. that's why i'm blogging in an effort to blow off some steam.this is the first time in three weeks that i get to do what i want after school, because like i said, its always been schoolwork,schoolwork, and when i wake up in the morning, more schoolwork

these days

2005-12-11T05:26:00.000-08:00

read the lyrics!! bamboo's the greatest grabe ngyahahaha my blog is becoming their shrine! hahaha i'll try to post something decent someday when i'm in the mood to write hehehe

These Days
These days I seem to find
A million reasons to sit around and waste my mind
I know what's being said and that's all fine
You tell me to get a life
Do you understand the weight of that line
Take me for all I am
CHORUS
'Cause I can find my own way
Big date tonight
There's no tomorrow
So let's leave it on the line
'Cause there's time
It's not too late to change direction
Turn your head, son
So let's leave it on the line
There's something within
That's telling me that I'm just playing it too cool
I could pretty much lose everything
I never had an apple that tasted so, so sweet
Given the chance, the choice
Take me for all I am
[Repeat CHORUS]
Today, I am free
Free to fly
Free to be what they tell me I cannot be
Happy birthday to me
[Repeat CHORUS]
Is this the light at the end
Where the picture is clearer
The reception is warmer
Is this the light at the end
You're looking lot better
We're happy too see ya
Is this the light at the end
You got what you came for
You know where to find it though
Is this the light at the end
Where the women are hot
But the beer's a lot colder
Is this the light at the end
Yo momma's looking good
What she doing for dinner
Is this the light at the end
If yo momma's busy
You have your younger sister
Is this the light at the end
You got what you came for
You know where to find it though
Is this the light at the end
Is this the light at the end
You know when I woke up to beautiful morning
Till you showed up
Nauseous, I was too see you
Standing there in my presence
But it was all right
'Cause I'm not about to fight
When this bird wants to sing, I'll sing
Gunpoint that suppose to scare me into submission
A slave to your will, fear, greed and ambition
But I'm not game I'm not game
I'm not game to your flame
There's no discussion no discussion
I will fight to the end, fighter
I will fight to the end .....

3 libras

2005-12-08T06:30:00.000-08:00

3 libras
--A perferct circle
and i threw you the obvious and you flew with it on your back a name in your recollection down among a million same. difficult not to feel a little bit disappointed and passed over when i've looked right through to see you naked and oblivious and you don't see me. but i threw you the obvious just to see if there's more behind the eyes of a fallen angel, eyes of a tragedy. here i am expecting just a little bit too much from the wounded but i see through it all and see you. so i threw you the obvious to see what occurs behind the eyes of a fallen angel eyes of a tragedy. oh well apparently nothing, you don't see me, you don't see me at all

light peace love

2005-12-07T21:04:00.000-08:00

i forgot to post that i've already bought an original copy of light peace love of bamboo!!! yeah!!! i bought a copy last month i just forgot to post it!!! hahahaha it went platinum last month (maybe because i bought it hehe) and it won album of the year in the NU rock awards yey yey yey and bamboo won vocalist of the year waaahoooooo!!!

school

2005-11-30T20:25:00.000-08:00

la lang im in school right now and i dont have anything to say here.... hehehe just wanted to post something.......

micheal vartan

2005-11-26T04:58:00.000-08:00

part I: never been kissed
I've just watched never been kissed for the first time! wahahahaha... yeah yeah i know it was a movie made 6 years ago! my friend had a dvd copy so i borrowed it and finally had the chance to watch it hehehe (tnx jezzah!)and now i'm raving about micheal vartaaaaaaan!!!! woooooooh!! yeah!!! grabe i've never realized that he was that hot! i mean i got to see him in Alias and i thought he was ok, kinda cute... but in never been kissed he was really looked hisbest! i dunno maybe because he's younger? or maybe it's just the lighting wehehehehe whatever he looked real cute! although the story was quite far-fatched and outrageous it was cute and there were funny parts. too bad i didnt get to watch it whan during it's "time" hehehe

part II: never been so bored
and another thing why oh why oh why dont i get to see lawrence anymore?? bad karma? why?? i've just had a confession this monday!! come on!!aaarrrggghh!! and zoology is killing me too!! its not that hard really but im still flunking it!! for reasonsthat i don't get myself..... haaaaaaayyy... this week really really sucked! and theres my new theology teacher, M'am Aboy!! shit! she's worse than my last! she thrice as righteous and 100x more boring than Abnoy! and i thought i hated that guy!lucky me i got to meet both of them in the same lifetime! oh wait... make that the same school year!!!! and there's my issue on manual labor. my mom commanded me this morning to change the bed sheets, floor wax, and just my luck that today is also myturn to wash the dishes twice! at least i can become a DH when i totally flunk nursing.... my life's so not doing well right now but at least i have my focus back in lessons... and i'm bored coz nothing new is really happening to me and i dont have a life.....haaaay..... i wish that after i finished typing this and i stand and turn around from my seat that micheal vartan would suddenly pop up in front of me and... and... uhhhh.... kiss me?? no no no.... maybe he can carry me and tell me he'll take me to tha happiest place on earth where we can both live happily ever after!

weh... asa pa ko

fav song

2005-11-16T01:13:00.000-08:00

waaaah im loving this song ryt now suuper... its an old song actually, no not old its from their first album pa and its by bamboo of course :)

pride and flame

Gone... Gone are the days
When the west was wild
And every child's dream
A light was seen
Gone... Gone are the days
When the world just sung for tomorrow to come
But she never came

If I.. If I was to break
If I.. If I was to pay
**Blue moon are you lost again?
Where will I find your light?
Where will I find the truth?
How will I ever say goodbye...
Coz we're turning the pages again
Bound by the lives that we have spent
I'm not living your third world lies
Goodbye.. Better days ahead
Goodbye

Gone... Gone are the days
All these questions
No straight answers
Everybody's a high priced healer, hey
Gone... Gone are the days
Tis the season of change
Every scar on the hand marks a new day

I said sleep child
Slip into a dream
Poppa hasn't been home
Busy livin' out this crazy scene
(Repeat ** w/o last word)

Reached out to feel each grain
A lifetime running through his hands
The scorching heat left our heart
The workings of a proud brown man
But nowhere could you see
Dark eyes look away
The pride and the flame

Reached out to feel the warmth
Time running through his hands
The scorching heat gave life
The heart of a proud brown man
And he says to his child
Who still couldn't stand...
"Someday"...

sweet

2005-11-14T02:58:00.000-08:00

Sweet!!
Ngwehehehe I saw my crush todaaaay!!!! Wahahaha thats why im too darn happy today... he was wearing a blue shirt and jeans and i just realized how thin he was! maybe he's not eating right but what do i know? hehehehe whatever... he's hair is the worst by the way. it has grown really really thick and look reaaaally baaad!! but whatever ulet he's still cute to me!! hehehehe...i told you im too darn happy..... :)

cinderella

2005-11-02T17:56:00.000-08:00

cinderella
i've just watched "a cinderella story" last night, the one starring hillary duff and chad michael murray. and i've proven to myself for the nth time that im a real sucker for cinderella stories of whatever versions and adaptations. jologs muntik pa nga ako maiyak e! hehehe i've also watched "ever after" starring drew barrymore and i loved it because it's a cinderella story, i also watched the cartoon series of it is ABS hehehe. i dont know why i like the plot so much. maybe because she gats a hot hunk in the end? i guess that's one reason and i can aslo sorta relate to her. i mean in the housework part and the constant teasing (but not the abusive type) from my brothers. so does that mean im qualified for a prince charming?? hmmmmm ..... hope so!

long 'un

2005-10-23T07:47:00.000-07:00

Sem break and a looooong entry
So there's no classes and I m stuck home doing nothing. But not really nothing I m just bored. I do some house work in the morning then watch Hamtaro and lilo and stitch then play video games. Then I'll cook lunch then watch mad tv, jay leno, take a bath, watch conan o'brien then have a siesta. Wake up at 5, have a snack, feed the dogs, watch frog prince, make dinner, eat dinner, clean the table, feed the other dogs or wash the dishes, clean myself up, play video games again, then go to sleep. So, basically this is the cycle of my sem break life. It may look like I do a lot but doing the same stuff every day will bore and spoil any genius' mind. (hehe genius). So why do I not go out. Well because I don't have any money and there's not a loner its just that my friends live like 3 towns away and we all have our own boring lives to deal with. nobody to go out with. (wow loser). I m not a loner its just that my friends live like 3 towns away and we all have our own boring lives to deal with. It amusing to see that even if I (and other people too) am bored of everyday life at home, I still don't do anything about it. I m too lazy to move and get out of the cycle. I know I should be doing something but I don't because I m too lazy to do so. So you see, I m that lazy.....so very lazy.....I m a frickin sloth......the bible says that sloth is one of the 7 capital sins, so I guess I'll be going to hell and burn for the rest of eternity.....that's pretty boring too. You know, burning and burning then burn even more and more and later more burning. Won't people get numb? But who knows! The closest I've been to hell is when I go to the dermatologist. And NO I don't get numb of the pain. It just keeps getting more painful with every single prick and pressing the bitch makes. I don't hate my derma, she's pretty nice actually, but she becomes a bitch to me when she starts working on my face. With all that pain she's inflicting, who can blame me? And by the way, I m going nowhere again because I m sooooo bored with my life. I don't have silay and nothing great is happening. Wait something great did happen, not really that great but it was a break. Me and my classmates visited enchanted kingdom the other day. We had fun, but not so much. But that's just me. I was able to commute back and forth from laguna to taytay! (my parents doesn't know anything about it and they'll kill me if they did!) now I can really say that "I am a certified commuter" hehehe…. Rides are fatal to me I just know it! In the beginning Im so excited to ride them but when I m about to get on the rides I feel like I will faint! And my friend told me that the rides in EK is not even half as scary as those in the states! (thank god i was born in the Philippines) And my shades fell off when I was waiting in the line for the Ferris wheel, then this darn brat was running and stepped on them!! It wasn't broke but there were pretty deep scratches on it. But the shocking part is that it did not uummm disintegrate when the brat stepped on them, now that's value for your P50!! But they were scratched and I don't mind buying a new pair, they look great, very cheap, and practically indestructible. And I have to end this entry because it’s too long already. I bet no one would even persevere to read it.

thanks

2005-10-14T07:02:00.000-07:00

Gem, one of my bestest friends in the world had just refurnished and improved my blog! it good to have a genius friend like her! kaya ung may gusto magbago ng skin ng blog pasabi nya na kay geeeem!!! yey! love you gem!!

bamboo uleet! (in all his gorgeous glory)

2005-10-14T01:26:00.000-07:00

i did not make this by the way.... i'm incapable of doing such feats..... so bless you whoever you are who made this and placed it in the net to benefit incapable people like me but who still loves bamboo....

how the world conspires to waste my time

2005-10-12T01:12:00.000-07:00

i just had my chemistry finals exam today, and it was Hard. no other adjective good enough to describe it because it was just that-- Hard. then we had 2 1/2 hour break before the next exam which only took us about 15 minutes to answer! we wasted 2 1/2 hours to wait for a 15 minute test... now that's what you call proper time management. the test was theology by the way. so after that it was pouring really hard outside, not to mention the strong gusts of wind. it was almost useless to use an umbrella because it will only protect your head. and the streets were a little flooded by black water, from the canals obvioulsy. So it was raining hard, the wind blowing 1000kph, the water black, and the stench was overwhelming. some of that icky water even got in my shoes! i can just imagine the trillions of germs that are now inhabiting under my feet. we waited in the lobby for the rain to die down a bit then we set off home. after riding the train i had to ride 2 more jeepneys. i even got on the wrong jeep on the second ride. the driver was even chatting with me already while we were waiting for other passengers, only to find out that i'm in the wrong jeepney 10 minutes later. so me and my friend got off and found a correct jeepney ride. i have to ride a tricycle from the gate of the village. the tricycle driver wanted to wait for more passengers so it took 10 more minutes of my very wasted life. and when i got home nobody was answering the doorbell after i've rung for 50 times so i had to walk to the other gate. after arriving home and getting dressed to ready myself to study, my mom intercepts me to make me taste all the dishes she had cooked for my dad's party tonight (happy birthday dad!). she even asked me to bring some macaroni salad to my aunt's house. so after that i'm here now in front of the pc blogging instead of studying because i've totally lost any inclination to study for the tests tomorrow. i was even planning on sleeping, but i dont think my time is enough. i've wasted enough alerady. i wouldnt be able to listen to bamboo anymore! *sigh* sana lang mkita ko c lawrence bukaaas!! wehehehe i saw him this morning by the way. he was walking with one of the old personnel from the office. and he was looking at me when i passed by! .....or maybe i only thought he was.... or maybe he really was! but either way im still happy.

so now i've wasted more time because of blogging senseless things. but i just have to let it out because im in the mood to do so. and i cant think of a good way to conclude this entry. ah! alam ko na! I LOVE YOU BAMBOOOOO!!!!

i can do this!

2005-09-29T02:20:00.000-07:00

finals na!!! but i can do this! just as long as i have bamboo music on my ears and a brief view of lawrence at LEAST twice a day then i know i can get over any failed tests in chemistry and mathematics! wahahahaha you know what i actually got to talk with my crush! yeah!! but it was like only 10 seconds but what the heck! it had me swooning like an idiot the rest of the day!!! and who knows, that 10 seconds of bliss might be enough to get me through this toxic semester!!! wahoo!!!
yeah bamboo your so great!! and hot!

HOTTAH!!!

2005-09-07T02:34:00.000-07:00

Tom Welling

Vincent Katheiser

ooooohhh so so so hot!!!! (^-^)

Why I won’t use a Chrysanthemum for he-love-me-he-love-not’s

2005-09-07T02:31:00.000-07:00

1. they’re meant for the dead
2. they have too many petals, it will take a lifetime to pick them all out
3. more petals means more trash
4. they smell rotten…. Maybe that’s the reason they’re given to the dead
5. you’ll get their rotten smell on your fingers that when your crush comes he’ll smell your
rotten smell and he’ll think you’re also rotting

*** I just thought of this while I was urinating awhile ago… don’t know why really…. I’m not even in love for chrissake!

abnoy update!!

2005-09-07T02:20:00.000-07:00

We had a graded recitation today where you’ll have to stand in front and tell the whole class about the place you have chosen where Jesus has visited during his lifetime. But since we ran out of time, some of us had to have a one on one session with Abnoy and tell him all about it. I chose Sychar by the way. Anyways, what I observed during my turn is that he avoids looking straight to my eyes while I was sitting there talking myself away. It was really annoying, it was as if he wasn’t listening. After making me wait 3 frick’n hours for my turn!!! He looked like a big fly as in the Fly, the insect fly, the one we swat with whatever we’re holding just to kill. His eyes kept wandering jerkily from one direction to another, it was really irritating. If he doesn’t want to listen to his students rattling away (most of us are faking it anyways) then don’t have a stupid recitation! Besides, nobody wants one anyway! Just give a quiz or something instead of making the whole class wait while he listens to his favorite students even if they exceed the 2 minutes maximum time. Or maybe he can just call his “favored ones” and ask them to recite the whole period away!
Yeah obviously I’m not big o not big iat drama that "nt ente period away! whole class wait while he listens to his favorite students even if they exceed thn theology classes because I always fake it because I don’t have any authentic spiritual enlightenment to share and my life doesn’t have all that drama that gives you “lessons” in life. And to top it all off, a person worse than me is teaching me?! Give me a break! Call me arrogant but if you met him your blood Will boil. He’s more conceited by the way (that’s why he’s far worse off).
But he’s a lucky guy ‘cause My rantings ‘bout him has given him space in this beautiful but sadly isolated blog. Hah! Lucky jerk….

fly, fly, fly big fat Fly, you’ll never fly like the butterfly. In the garden you will fly low, same goes in the meadow. fly, fly, fly big fat fly

my apologies

2005-09-06T02:19:00.000-07:00

im so so so sorry my dear beautiful self for posting a stupid, senseless, unbeneficial, and plain corny post last time

but i never learn

coz here I am posting another piece of s*** cause i dont have anything post-worthy to say because everything is so darn boring

but that's ok.... nobody goes to read this side of the net anyways..... even by best friends dont wanna go here...... hmmmm

sa im all aloooone

yup alone

Why??

because i dont know how to set-up stupid LINKS that's why!!!!

my ignorance costed me the isolation of my dear dear blog.... poor blog....

what a stupid post.... i'm talking to myself again..... this has got to stop seriously

KABOOOM!!!

2005-08-31T05:22:00.000-07:00

prelims in math tomorrow........... math....... my waterloo..... my weakspot....... my sore point.......my most vulnerable aspect??..................... imminent spontaneous combustion of my brain is imminent.............labo............... gotta go back to reviewing................ hirap tlaga pag my internet card................ pablog-blog pa kong nalalaman................... wla nmang sense.............ever............. ever gotesco.................. Korni!!..............5..........4.........3...........2...........1......... KABOOOOM!!!! --------(sumabog ung utak ko)

aaarrgghhh!!!

2005-08-28T04:13:00.000-07:00

how the hell do people change the background of this shitty thing!!(blog)
i need to learn how!!! god i'm such a loser.... its sooo not user friendly. i'm not a fucking programmer for crying out loud! HEEEEELLLPP!! if my blog is a person, it would a big L on his/her frickin' forehead... bud treep!!!

a eulogy... or something like that

2005-08-28T02:45:00.000-07:00

Another batch mate of mine died yesterday due to heart attack. Her name is Charmie Garcia. She was my classmate in 2nd year HS. We were not particularly close but I liked her a lot because of her humor which she comes so naturally. She didn’t really mean to be so funny; it’s really just the way she acts. She was a really weird girl. She writes really big that you can use her notebook as a visual aid if only her hand writing was legible. Her hand writing was really bad, she always wrote in script which was hard to read because all the letters looked the same. Her hair was wavy yet kinky ( labo… labo tlaga) which she always buns. Her voice seems to come from her nose. Her logic was unlike anything I know, which she diligently asserts but which is often denied kase nga Malabo tlaga siya. She was my best friend’s seatmate in our senior year and god, did charmie piss her off! Charmie copied everything from her… quizzes, seatworks… you name it. She even got busted once or twice. And what pisses both of us is that Charmie never says sorry because she’s so dense, as in dead dense. But only when it comes to inflicting physical pain, like stepping on your sore foot!! Sometimes even on your hand when you’re sitting on the floor!! And man does it hurt !!!AAAAWWWW!!!! (grrr…)
But besides that, She’s really a good and smart person. She was the kind of person that you will remember all your life because she was a real Individual. It’s so sad that she was taken away so early, too sudden, too soon…. She was just starting college, didn’t even finish a sem…
Same goes to my other batch mate Kryzelle Cruz who passed away last march because of Lupus. She didn’t even had the chance to graduate high school and she didn’t even had the chance to perform the last high school play where she was supposed to play the lead role. She was also a good singer and leader.
All their talents went away with them (which is quite a lot). Their potentials not fully achieved. But maybe they have achieved their potentials because they were people who stood out in the crowd and who always had a name. They used their lives and had made me think twice of my own. I’m not even sure if I have a talent! But they say everyone has one, could it be that mine still lies dormant in the innermost part of my being?? And I’m the same age as those two people and look at them, they have done so much to be easily recognized from the rest… (wow.. maybe my talent is contrasting stuff! Yey *_*!! ). But anyways… this entry is not for me so whatever….
All I can do now is pray… just as I’ve always done for the dearly departed. Because that is the only possible thing to do. :(

Abnoy

2005-08-19T21:21:00.000-07:00

die! die!!
anyways, the person i want to kill is my theology teacher. he is a Self-righteous, green- minded, stuck-up, fat jerk!!
he didnt really do anything to me but his mere prescence really annoys every fibre of my being. he thinks that he's soooo much better than the rest of us and that he can be considred humble by arrogantly admitting his mistakes.... well think again dick! he also has very poor logic especially when it comes to making rules
And when he asks a question in class, the only answer he would accept is the the same and exact answer that he has in mind. he doesnt even think twice whether or not the given answer can be considered because his question is of a moral basis and each person would have a different answer.... bad trip tlaga

just the way he walks annoys me: beer-tummy out, chin up, legs apart

and he also inserts green-minded jokes in his discussions. when we were discussing about the Circumcision as a tradition of the jews, somehow our discussion ended-up in his demonstration of how a man urinates. he even said that he squeezes the tip afterward!! On hearing this, some of the women were really grossed out others were laughing with the guys then one of my male classmates asked "Sir pinipisil nyo!!" and he arrogantly answered back "OO baket ikaw hindi mo pinipisil?!" ......... our subject is theology, sir HELLLOoooo? labo mo man! manyak pa! I'm not sure if he said this before his demo buthe mentioned that cirsumcision now in the philippines is only done for hygienic purposes, which is true. some of my female classmates reacted at his boldness then he said "bakit kayo, yang mga clitoris nyo?!" (he even mispronounced clitoris)

anyways, its not that i'm not open to these topics but they should be discussed at the right place, at the right time, at a right mood/tone, and by the right people. of course i've talked about it with my friends but never (and should't be) with THEOLOGY teachers!!!! (its disgusting)

so to you sir... just drop dead for the sake of my frail faith
papabugbog kita kay Spawn leche....

They’re at it again!!!

2005-08-12T06:12:00.000-07:00

We live near a multipurpose covered court where they hold events from job fairs to graduations, religious activities to school parties… that’s why is multipurpose duh!
Anyways, what I can’t stand is the religious activities there. I don’t like them not ‘cause they’re religious but because they sing high-energy, from the heart, JOYFUL songs!!!! Just a while ago while I was washing the dishes, I noticed that they’re at it again!!! They were singing “when the saints go marching in” (I didn’t know people actually sing it in religious gatherings!!) and then after a while they continued and connected it with “buhay, buhay, buhay kalian pa man… si Kristo ay buhay kailanpamaaan!!!” hehe(not even sure if it’s the title—of course its not-- but its the most repeated line, or maybe it’s the only lyrics). Can you believe it!!?? They even sing their joyful songs in medleys!!! Looong, happy, peace-destroying MEDLEYS!! Arrrgghh!!!! Then I thought “does Jesus enjoy those things?” then I answered myself “of course NOT!!! He’s a carpenter for crying out loud!” he didn’t go to the garden of Gethsemane to sing his heart out!! Who would!?? He kneeled/sat there quietly. He never told his disciples “altogether now! HALELLUJIAH HALEEELU-hu-JIAAAAH!!”. When he was tempted in the desert by Satan, he didn’t burst into song to turn temptation away! And you know what!? The song leaders, they really feel what they’re singing, you can know it from their voice, you can really do. And to add to all the noise they’re making there is a videoke stall a block from our house and the damned amateur-feeling-professional singer was singing “zombies” by the cranberries! So while they were singing “ si Kristo ay buhay kailanpamaaan...” the other freak was going “Zoohombeeehs-beeehs-beeehs…” talk about irony…and make that a noisy one.

Don’t get me wrong, I love God and Jesus, I pray every night and I go to mass regularly…maybe I’m just getting too much joyful songs in my system since those jerks (religious org.) hold their sessions twice a week near our house with their sound systems in full blast! And I also like videokes, it’s a good way to unwind, but I prefer singing in sound-proofed rooms!! Why can’t these jerks just leave me to my own thoughts while washing the dishes instead of giving me a reason to think of what I will rant about in my new blog !!(heeheee) so whatever… I can’t do anything about it anyways… hope they’ll just turn into zombies…then I’ll burn them with flamethrowers hehe…. Or maybe use as aerosol and lighter since I don’t have a flamethrower…….then I’ll sing/scream “Who’s singing nooow freeeeks!!!”…… hehehehe but that’s just all in my head J though I wish it wasn’t …

yeah

2005-08-07T23:01:00.000-07:00

ayos may blog na kooooo!!! grabe ngaun lang olats ko tlga ever wehehehehe today ung feast ni St. Dominic de Guzman so wla kming pasok pero my practice ng sabayang pagbigkas pero hindi ako uma10d kase nakakatamad big time!! wirdo tlaga ng mga uma10d hehehehe wird! wird! wird!! bwahahahaha!!!